BORED!
"My high heels, I love them, they give me strength to go down with a poker face!" Costas.se 2009
Been good this weekend, not party at all & never felt fresher! Friday night I spent in the cloakroom at RED bar, made £50 in tips in 5h just sitting on a chair smiling! Saturday I woke up early, beautiful weather so I went out for a 45min power walk!
So I'm working tonight, will help out in the cloakroom at RED my old job... Still not in a party mood and some extra money is always good!
a red lip kiss.

And so it's weekend again. Weeks go so fast right now, the first term in uni have past and I have done half of my education already! Invited to a master degree party tonight but I have my finals next week so I think it will be a 'home weekend'!
Still so proud over my self that I managed to unlock my IPhone without a technical man. Who needs technical men when you have IPhone geeks at YouTube that can tell you how to do it?
What should I do for the summer, the priority is to make & save money. So should I make a phone call to Copenhagen or Stockholm, or should I just go back to the small town I'm from in Sweden and work there?
The mood starts to go up...
Now when I have been unlocking my Iphone and I have no access to Facebook, I gonna try focusing on my studies... For the last four hours that have been going, hmmm how can I put it. NOT good at all!
I might be blond, but don't let that fool you. Just managed, on my own (underline that!), to unlock my IPhone, I can if I want to! This just made my day, so glad right now!

My text-"Sorry, totally forgot. Take me for brunch on Saturday?" He answering-"Why don't we go somewhere together for a weekend? X (Paris)" Me thinking, extremely tempting.

Wanna escape from the cold, from my minds, from all the thoughts that goes around in my head, things about present & future.

I feel empty and confused, but still happy somewhere inside me...

Last night Alex & I ended up at a Christian Audigier party at Secrets. Should mention that Secrets is a strip club... Its was CA champagne & a 2 minutes fashion show, were you couldn't see the different between the working girls & the models.

"I can't bother, just don't dare talk to me."
Its a HUNTER boots day today, real London weather!
Still writing on a Integrated Communication Plan for a exclusive launch of Angel by Thierry Mugler, Limited Edition.

Studying Communication Strategies but dreaming about spring with good friends.

Never been acting this ridiculous before, but how shall you act when you you handling with a real retard?

Seriously, my party mood is gone. Friday night I found the 'mood' around 3am when we went to a gay club for some fun dancing. Last night when I went to Shoreditch to meet up with Hanna & co. the 'mood' was lost 4ever, I went home 1am & felt boring!

I woke up extremly mad, I have now totally lost all the respect for you. Tomorrow I'm gonna make sure that the small percentage of self-esteem that you have, totally gonna be gone. But now I'm drinking champagne, just living the dream.
″I DO like dancing, I DON'T think it's embarrassing.″

Me and Alex together with Boudi store owner, at the russia magazine New Style’s 6th Anniversary, end of November.

Looking forward to spring.

It seems like a lost my party mood. Somewhere between ... I don't know? Maybe I just need a few quiet weeks and just spend sometime with my self. I mean since I moved to London I haven't really been taking it easy, far from...

″I don't like dancing, I think it's embarrassing.″
We will see tomorrow if it's true...
Now i'm hitting the sofa after some study time,The Longest Yard is the movie and POPCORN is the snack.

″Maybe the past is like an anchor holding us back, maybe you have to let go of who you were to become who you will be.″
So is that what the anchor in faith, hope & love stands for, never give up and continue beliving? Let go of the past and live in the present. In my case, never lose the hope of reaching my dreams. See the past as for what it was and learn from it, I mean it's not the destination, is the journey.
I still wear my great–grandmothers gold neckless around my neck with only the two symbols, hope & love, that my grandmother gave me this christmas. Around my left wrist I wear a bracelet in silver with small gold details saying love life, that my father I made for me. On my left wrist I also wear a simple gold Dolce & Gabbana watch that my mother gave to my at my 17th birthday. Jewelries can be a way to remember and don't forget the people that really loves you and are there for you when you far away from them.
What to wear tonight... a kind of see through black tunica with bohemian pattern and under a black corset and black stockings. The accessories together with the dress, black suede high heels and a small stud bag to contrast the bohemian pattern!
So the weekend was kind of quiet, but tonight will not be! It's Bistras last week in London, I have to go out and do some serious networking and what is then no' better going to a LP Rose night at Molton House?

Good night last night, quiet though. I was thinking of going with the girls & party all night long in west after Kingly Club but did a smart choose to go with the guys home in right time!
I really don't like babies/ children whatever you call them, but this Evian commersial is just way too cool and delight!
Sometimes it is nothing better then falling asleep in the sofa a Friday evening, even if your firends are waiting for you and then wake up fresh at Saturday morning! Yes that was my wild Friday but it's a new night tonight, Saturday night fever!
I have to say that I'm really proud of myself going to my Business Finance class I had this morning! The drink with Hanna last night turned out to a night were I came home 4am this morning, with a wake up alarm already 7.30am.
The night started slow with just me and Hanna talking about life, pressure and goals. The girl talk though started out when Hannas two friends joined us at Sketch. I think we entertained the two Dj's just next to our table with sex talk, boys and sexy lingerie!
After too much wine at Sketch we decided to leave and instead check out Kingly Club, where more wine just was a fact. But that the bartender were sending over shots to our table and the guys at the table in front of us sending us champagne with strawberries, we left more then half of our drinks to hit down to China town for some night food. It was good night, and the weeked just started...
Yes Hanna, it will be a hot date tonight at Sketch!

First of all I'm frustrated. Drinks at Sketch tonight with Hanna, wearing high waisted black skinny jeans with a stuffed black and white striped cotton sweater, black suede stilettos with plateau and red lips.
She's nothing like a girl you've ever seen before, nothing you can compare... I'm trying to find the words to describe this girl without being disrespectful. The way that body movin', I can't take no more.
Only great minds can read this! So my beautiful friend Chef-Emma, don't even try, maybe if it was in Swedish, but it's English now.
i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!
Saturday nights outfit might be a plain white oversized shirt with one to much button open, black corset under the shirt. Black skinny jeans with a pair of black plateau suede stilettos with open toe and red lipstick.

New plan, PR will be the thing for the next two years then Démasqué.
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I have a crush on you, and you, and you. One in each city.
Just realized that it's this weekend some guys from my hometown are visiting London & they are staying in my place... Saturday we hitting Kingly Club for old times sake, for Bistra's leaving party, just so you know guys!

I'm a free bitch.
Should'A?

Still thinking of it...
What I don't get is people on the other side of the planet that find you at FB & sending you a friend request in hope of becoming your friend even if you never meet & probably never will meet. I just don't get it & today I had 5 of those request...
i'm just a boy from Turkey who hopes to be a good friend with a funny girl like u Nicole.İ had no intend to disturb u.Please don't think like that.
Bye...
Been sick for a week and this weekend, my first free weekend in London, I was worse then sick! Looking forward to a good week, I will make i good. Wanna party like a rockstar!
