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tuesday!
long sleep this morning with bello, fresh (except thatI still have a cold) and ready for a day of studies! two classes, and study hours after then maybe a marangoni party 11pm tonight!
after a long day of studies I am treating not myself but il mio bello tonight for all the smiles and support he gives me.
deep breath, relax, focus. repeat and drink a camomile tea.
I'm Promoting...
I'm getting over stressed for a small decisions like choosing dinner, my heart rate goes faster than a spinning session. thanks for being there even when I am totally horrible.
"WHEN IT CAN'T BE DONE, DO IT. IF YOU DON'T DO IT, IT DOESN'T EXIST."
Morning Monday! Studies in uni all day, surprise how good I am doing! Though my chest still hurts, a pressure, a scream. trying to see it from the bright side, as bello trying to convince me -its soon over!
"Don't be afraid of silly ideas. We ALL get mental blocks. We need to get unblocked. The way to get unblocked is to lose our inhibitions and stop worrying about being right. - High creativity is responding to situations without critical thought (playfulness). If you are in deadlock do the opposite of what the situation requires." Paul Arden
Sunday walk through Brick Lane, my guitar crush and jimi hendrix look a like is back.
cloudy sunday
and so the weekend is over, my nose is completely blocked and studies feels far away even if it is right in front of me. i miss the contrast of these two pics.
pokerface.
yesterday at work, sushi training! absolutely delicious. the eve was long, afterwork was pleasant.
my chest hurts. last time it was this hard to 'bring on' the pokerface was the last month in Rhodes 2009. but guess it is just to bring it on!
Hello weekend!
Can't decide if I like weekends or not? Work tonight at Crazy Bear, same tomorrow. Then studies between there. fun? can be. Starfucks now, playing with my new macbook pro, hitting work now including a few virgin mary's! Maria Eriksson, wino 28th. Hanna Söderlund, wino 27th. and sunday 22end a summer crush at DAMAGED with the loveliest of them all, Mr Georgio Oniani! please join, you will love the sound.
after rain comes sunshine! (with clouds in London...)
wednesday was enough. laptop crashed 2 weeks before my final hand in '4ever', only a project on 130 pages, the pressure is fine consider that there are a few exams extra on top of that. thank god that I had everything backed up! thank even more god to my mum, which is the best mum in the world! early graduation present and birthday present, a macbook pro. Thanks mum!! no excuse not to be motivated now and finish my project plus that I have a very supporting italian man that handle my very bad mood everyday with a charming smile! "Isn't that a smile, uh?"
Nervous breakdown after Wednesday laptop crash, pokerface at work and no sleep... after the exam yesterday I bought 4 for £5 beer at the kiosk around the corner of fashion street...
yesterday in class, fuck the no drinks no food signs at Marangoni, I am a rebel, beer in class.
Unconsciously lots of things are, appear and affect you. Dreams are funny, I dream a lot. Weird things, sometimes I wake up and I am not sure if it is real or not, a old memory? Wednesday today, uni half day other half work at Crazy Bear!
