wonder how many times I have been listening to starry eyed to day...
Oh, oh, starry eyed. Hit, hit, hit, hit, hit me with lightning.
Handle bars, and then I let go, let go for anyone. Take me in, and throw out my heart and get a new one. Next thing we're touching. You look at me it's like you hit me with lightning. Ahhh. Oh, everybody's starry-eyed
And everybody goes Oh, everybody's starry-eyed. And my body goes. Whoa oh oh ah ahWhoa oh oh ah ah. Whoa oh oh So we burst into colors, colors and carousels, Fall head first like paper planes in playground games.
our mouse Michael, `she´ were almost as cute as this one..
so I have two new flat mates, two french guys from Paris and in french everything is a she or he. So to the story I have to tell you... last night I'm sitting in the living room chatting with the french guys and then a little mouse are just next to my feet, just a bit panic before I realize its just a mouse... for an hour me & the french guys trying to catch the little mouse, that we by the way named Michael. But the funny thing is when Jean says "She is under there, she is under the tv.." SHE? Didn't we named it Michael...
gone.
I have still not found my black transparent stockings which I worn on Thursday nights prevue of SHM at Lux... they have to be here somewhere in the flat.
“a good book has no ending.” ~R.D. Cumming
"Men should be like Kleenex; soft, strong, and disposable."
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students have a term they all use now in the end of the semester - i hate my life.
STUDIES, JUST 2 MORE WEEKS!
amazing weekend! just give me those happy and random days 24/7, thanks.
WOOP WOOP. SWEDISH HOUSE MAFIA LAST FRIDAY 2 GIRLS JUMPING AND MAKES THE SOUND OF WOOP WOOP TOGETHER WITH SOME RANDOM SWEDISH GUYS, SMOKING CIGAR AND ARE JUST UP IN THE AIR. WHERE PJAUT/ MJAU WERE, OUTSIDE BRIXTON ACADEMY WITH HIS NEW FRIEND FREDDIE THE SECURITY GUARD. REST OF THE WEEKEND, MORE WOOP WOOP AND JUST SOME REALLY GOOD HOURS WITH PUBS AND WOOPS. LOOKING FORWARD TO MANCHESTER AND CREAMFIELDS.
it is impossible for me to fall in love with a man but I can always fall in love with a totally stranger only for the night if the sound is untz untz in the background.
SHM tonight 10pm at Brixton Academy, WOOP WOOP!
a prevue of swedish house mafia at lux tonight...
AND SO THE POKER FACE IS ON AND THE NIGHTS OUTFIT WHICH IS TRANSPARENT BLACK TIGHTS WITH BLACK LEATHER PLATUE HIGH HEELS, PEACH SHORTS WITH A WHITE TOP WITH THE TEXT "I DON'T LIKE DANCING, I THINK IT IS EMBARRASSING." ON AND UNDER A NUDE BRALET, WHICH YOU DESECRATE CAN SEE A BIT... OVER A NAVY BLUE BLAZER AND HOT PINK LIPS. VERY NEW YORKISH. i'm also sipping on a whiskey coke and have some heavy house music on to set the mood.
you are always allowed to dream about whatever you want to dream about, i dream about lots of fun.
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A business concept & marketing strategy for a constant pop-up club based in London by Nicole Jacobsen .
after you written 10975 words I promise you that you really don't know exactly how you have formulated you and what you have written.
trött jag blir.
är det nån som känner sig manad att sponsra mig med lite pening bara för att jag är en sån otroligt duktig tjej och kämpar på konstant för att en dag ha lite mer pengar än alla andra? (den dagen då jag tjänar min första stora slant så lovar jag att ge tillbaks allt plus lite till.) men nu krisar det, det har krisat länge nu. ahh! men jag jobbar faktsikt på det men utgifterna slutar inte komma, aah igen. trött är jag och stressad över university and working hours.
dreaming myself away to a place where its hot, i am dancing, dancing from the sun goes down to the sun goes up. i see the sea, i feel the heat and i can't stop smiling.
woop woop, might go for a prevue of Swedish House Mafia tonight a Lux with Sonia...
Now studies, later SHM, later a visitor, tomorrow uni all day and tomorrow night SHM! WOOPWOOP.
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i feel something, its like i am nervous but i am not.
Why is it so difficult for me to formulate the target audiences for Books???
AAAH!
"Without wearing any mask we are conscious of, we have a special face for each friend." ~Oliver Wendell Holmes, Journals, 1843
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if you find a gap in the market...
BOOKS
"If there's a book you really want to read but it hasn't been written yet, then you must write it." ~Toni Morrison
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO MY TWO TWIN BROTHERS, FRED & KASPER, ON THEIR 15th BIRTHDAY! LOTS OF CELEBRATION FROM LONDON! (I WILL EAT TWO BIRTHDAY CAKE PIECES TODAY, ONE FOR EACH BROTHER.)
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"Good character is more to be praised than outstanding talent. Most talents are, to some extent, a gift. Good character, by contrast, is not given to us. We have to build it, piece by piece -- by thought, choice, courage, and determination."
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just came home from work, been in Burberry, knigthsbridge today and yesterday i worked in Burberry, Selfriges. now it will be uni for three days, studies, studies, studies! work again saturday to tuesday, but first SWEDISH HOUSE MAFIA on friday! woop woop! (and a bq/ moving out party on saturday)
Happy times with lots of all-that-crazy-things-I-did-tonight memories.
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WOOP WOOP
IS THE SOUND
OF A PARTY.
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ALLA SOM GILLAR LONDON
RÄCKER UPP EN HAND NU. 
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FOUR MINI TWISTER (MY FAVORITE ICE CREAM) LATER I AM STILL NOT SATISFIED AND CONSIDER A FIFTH ONE...
just came back from the park & a few good reading hours in the sun. outliers - the story of success. recommended reading.
june, july, august. the summer is finally here!
det verkar så lätt att bara stöta på, ja det är alla människors rätt att bara gör så. men det är så svårt att säga till nån vad man verkligen tycker och tänker om nån. det blir mest en massa prat om plugget och pop, och bio så klart. jag vill känna din kropp emot min och höra pulsen slå. din mun tätt emot min, och hjärtat snabbar på. jag ser på dig och du ser på mig och jag säger jajaja jag vill ha dig, jag vill känna din kropp emot min, när vi två blir en.
and so another weekend have past by. friday night were an early one, saturday I had induction in Selfridges and a beer with the girls down town Shoreditch, early night! Today I have been for till training in Selfridges and now, studies again.
ALL I WANT IS JUST TO BE DONE WOTH UNI, PUT ON MY WAYFARER AND DRINK A ICE COLD BEER WITH SOME GOOD FRIENDS DOWN TOWN BRICK LANE OR IN THE PARK, I JUST WANT TO ENJOY LIFE AND NOT BE BITTER.
Like Warhol I need fun & inspiring people around me. I need to go out & be a bit crazy, meet some fun people. All this studies in front of the computer killing me! Tomorrow after work I will meet up with the girls for a glass though, woop woop.
"I HAVE A SOCIAL DISEASE. I HAVE TO GO OUT EVERY NIGHT. IF I STAY OME ONE NIGHT I START SPREADING RUMORS TO MY DOGS."
ANDY WARHOL
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take a look at this beauty i found in absolute vintage today at brick lane. pretty cool. this bag share the first place of favorite bags with my other vintage bag i found like two weeks ago in beyond retro at brick lane as well. small things makes me a bit more happy.
BOOKS
Did I hear a woop woop?
It is just so much easier to study and work hard if you have something to look forward to. Next Friday Swedish House Mafia, in july maybe a trip to Barcelona or Paris, maybe both? Middle of August a trip to Stockholm and maybe a road trip thorough Europe by car back to London, and a stop in Liverpool for the house and dance festival Creamfeilds 28-29 of August. And we can't forget my 22nd birthday 30 August, some celebration for that. Did I hear a woop woop? (between all the fun i might have, I will work 5-6days a week and save up money for my last year in uni, or at least have money for rent, bills and some fun. After all, it is summer and I'm only 21 and a half!)
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men fint väder!
summer heat in the London heat.
just let me be whoever i want to be...
new routine?
just been for a power walk in the beautiful afternoon weather, it cleared my mind a bit. now studies, later dreams.
The secret of getting ahead is getting started. The secret of getting started is breaking your complex overwhelming tasks into small manageable tasks, and then starting on the first one.
okay, back to studies.
constantly tired.
There is some serious panic & weird feeling going on inside me... Just take me away, take me to a place I never been before.
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I just happen to
like boys a lot.
laughing a bit.
beautiful.
Lets go out & play in the beautiful weather today, yeah right. Uni calling. Don't be bitter its only for two more weeks... 3 maybe.
oh yes I want.
study now, uni tomorrow and studies after uni tomorrow.
i want to escape, just run away. take me to a place i never been before, where i can have fun, because fun is the funniest there is. thats all i want. something feels wrong, dull, dull is the word. its getting late but i don't mind, all the crazy shit i did tonight, i just wanna let it go for the night, that would be the best therapy for me. thats all i want, thats all i need. saving myself for the 28 may, swedish house mafia.
the way it is and always will be.
"I don't have any stipulations; when it clicks, it clicks. I'm not the type of guy girl to want to date just to be in a relationship. I don't even like relationships per se. I just like girls boys." Chace Crawford Nicole Jacobsen
Beautiful day and I have to be inside. bloop bloop. Normally I get a kind of panic before the spring, a panic about that I need to run away from everything. This year I didn't got that panic until now... I need a change.
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AWAKE.
I AM AFRAID THAT I WILL BE UP ALL NIGHT STUDYING AND PLAYING WITH THINGS AFTER MAYBE TO MANY CAFFEINE PILLS... STILL, I HAVE WORK TOMORROW 11AM PLUS A MEETING WITH MATT 7PM AFTER WORK ABOUT A SHORT INTRO FILM FOR MY POP-UP CLUB, BOOKS. GUESS I WILL START THE MORNING WITH A COFFEE AND TWO CAFFEINE PILLS...
someone up for a week in ibiza this summer?
"all the crazy shit I did tonight, those will be the best memories. I just wanna let it go for the night, that would be the best therapy for me."
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"i need caffeine pills and three coffee straight up." 6 caffeine pills and soon three coffee later, i'm ready for some study hours before sleep. awake still after 8h work...
oh my god I was so tired last night after work! fell asleep 8pm, 10pm Jessica calls me and I have no idea where I am! lost! new day today, but gosh I were tired this morning as well, work now for 8 hours woop woop.
i need caffeine pills and three coffee straight up.
It is fun that I want to have!
don't be sweet, just be nice.
"I'm gonna rip it off and that aint what you want to hear
but thats what I'll do."
I'm still a bit sick so working a whole day kind of making my tired and left with no energy for studies, not good. Working tomorrow again, studies in the early hours before work.
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GOOD MORNING. WOKE UP 6.30AM THIS MORNING, SAME AS YESTERDAY, I HAVE BEEN STUDYING AND WILL SOON HIT WORK. SHORT DAY IN BURBERRY TODAY, 5PM OR WAS IT 6PM? HMM, HOPE IT IS 5PM... STUDIES TONIGHT AGAIN, HAVE TO FINSIH MOST OF THIS MARKETING PROJECT UNTIL WEDNESDAY SO I ONLY HAVE THE BUDGETING PART LEFT FOR WEDNESDAYS LESSON. WORK NOW.
Good but busy day in Burberry today. They thought I did very well and the manager said that it was music in her ears to hear that I will be with them until Tuesday, to hear that made me very glad. Burberry tomorrow again!
good morning sunshine, woke up 5.30am this morning, woop woop. been studying all morning hitting work now in the beautiful spring weather! then more studies tonight, maybe a movie as well...
I'm working in Burberry womenswear tomorrow down town Knightsbridge, same thing on Sunday, Monday & Tuesday. And when I'm not there I'm dating my computer.
woop woop.
we got all final exams dates now and what can I say, good bye life and hello computer!
one more lesson...
jag vill skratta och dansa.
"STRESSED? YES, A BIT OR I START TO GET A BIT STRESSED. WHATS UP FOR THE WEEKEND? HMM, SUPPOSE TO GO TO A HOUSE PARTY TOMORROW BUT THINK I WILL STAY IN AND STUDY. MAYBE WORK, BUT IT SEEEMS THAT THEY DON'T NEED STAFF JUST YET. BUT I NEED MONEY! LOOK FOR ANOTHER JOB?YES I THINK SO. ARE YOU RETARDED? YES I AM."
yes I will.
the question is. what are you doing?
yes, that is a good question. what do i do? really, what is it that i'm really doing here, right now. goals, endings, friends, me, men, job, money, life, things and other things. what is it that i actually want. because it seems like what ever i want, i somehow ending up getting it, always. but i always let go of it. why? i always realize that i really don't want what i just got. it was just a question of a thrill and a challenge, so the question is;
what do i really want?
thats all I have to say.
FRIDAY DOWN TOWN AT 30 FASHION ST. 9AM TO 6PM.
still studying...
A business concept & marketing strategy for a constant pop-up club based in London
by Nicole Jacobsen.
motivation.
A PUSH TO:
JOHANNA RETARD WALLINDER
FROM: ME
give me spring feelings and a cute summer dress, now please.
can we just have some fun now, thats all i want. and then if we kiss and make up it will just be a plus. okey?
study time, good ones too. BOOKS
"For those who know me I don't clean, I organize, and I'm not desperate finding a man, I do better on my own. One thing I do though, I cook & I also do sexy lingerie."
but today i clean. i'm cleaning the whole flat because it have turned into a nasty place, and i don't do nasty places! once a year this happens, when i on my own with out someone nagging on me, start cleaning on my own.
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can i just stay in bed to day? nope, life is real. study hours 24/7. woop bloop....
empty. sometimes you just need to hear a certain song to get a worm feeling of the memories that that sound will wake in you...
TODAY THAT SONG WAS DON'T STOP BELIEVING BECAUSE FUN IS THE FUNNIEST THERE IS.
"They may be viewed as symbols both of men's idealization of the feminine & as of men's fear of women."
I BET YOU ARE LIKE A MERMAID. AND I THINK
YOU ARE RIGHT.
a mermaid mean lush sexuality and confidence to seduce the men she choose. the mermaid might be unattainable and she might play with men but she never become serious involved with men... the mermaid, however, is a seductress. to seduce she must become attainable. to become attainable physically is also to become attainable emotionally, and so she risks rejection. when she find a man she know that she can depend on and when her happiness depends on a man, the mermaid would remain aspire to enchant men just because of her ability of that she can do it and to continue being inspired to seduce her man.
"Its just that I want to tell you something... I kind of want to laugh with you, just hang out with you & just feel the company of you. yeah, thats about it, thats about what I want. You as my friend."
can a colour define your personality?
THE SYMBOLISM OF RED IS SIN, GUILT, PAIN, PASSION, BLOOD & ANGER. ANYWAYS, ITS MY FAVORITE COLOUR.
heavy head.
felt fresh and healthy this morning, now i feel sick again and I have one more lesson today... bloop bloop.
BLOOP BLOOP?
good morning sunshine!
went to bed 2am and woke up 5.30am this morning, fresh and ready for the day, or not? been study now in the morning and will now hit uni for 5h then some more study hours. YES! WHAT'S THE BAD WORD FOR WOOP WOOP?! though, I'm not tired, but guess I will be after a few hours in uni. Coffee someone?
WOOP WOOP.
TICKETS BOOKED FOR 28 MAY SWEDISH HOUSE MAFFIA HERE IN LONDON, WOOP WOOP!
studies...
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MEN HOLD SÅ KÆFT, DE HVA EN SJOV WEEKEND!
Hangover, sick and still a bit tipsy, searching for inspiration & fun at...
SUNDAY UP MARKET AT BRICK LANE.
My favorite man on Brick Lane, reminds me of Jimi Hendrix - "You have to go on & be crazy. Craziness is like heaven."
The real Linnéa, Mrs Potter.
Saturday night we went for a pre party in a beautiful loft flat in South Kensington then after that VIP Whiskey Mist, WOOP WOOP!
and as usual it was me & Linnéa running at after parties with random guys in the really late hours...
something is missing...
Saturday morning Linnéa & I woke up around 10am reckon that someone is missing, Emma. We hitting The Breakfast Club in Shoreditch for some brunch, then walking in the rain still a bit tipsy through Brick Lane and manage to do some vintage shopping. We also find out that Emma is outside my door waiting for us, and we are not directly home...
SATURDAY MORNING HAVE A DAY ON ITS OWN...
afterparty...
"Prøver du at spille
smart med mig?"
Friday night we went to Shoreditch, Hoxton bar & grill. Crazy night, lots of fun & lots of dancing - girls just want to have fun!
him - I bet you are like a mermaid.
me - what do you mean?
him - I mean that you are like a mermaid.
me - you mean that I trick cut sailors with my beauty down to the deep of the ocean... might be correct.
WOOP WOOP!
Daytimes Stories in London. Friday during the day I had uni and the girls had some serious shopping to do... I met up with them later on, in good time for the first woop woop!
First night out with the girls I haven't been party with since high school... random Thursday in west..
IN I DIMMAN.
Day one and the only day with sun, la picnic in Hyde Park.
Got a cold. ahhh!
Linnéa's last day today. Been five crazy days with lots of fun! On top of all the fun I got a cold, and honestly. I DON'T have time for a cold now! All final projects starts to stress me out, 2 weeks. Is it possible?
Nu syns jeg vi tar os en lille en.
THURSDAY WE HAD GOOD WEATHER FOR A FEW HOURS SO WE DROP THE SHOPS AND WENT TO HYDE PARK TO HAVE A PICNIC. SUSHI, BEER AND LAUGHS. LIFE IS TO GOOD.
WOOP, WOOP.
FRIDAY.
MEN HOLD SÅ KÆFT!
Wednesday by midnight when the girls arrived we had a lot to talk about. 2 years to catch up! Me & Linnéa ending up sitting on our balcony drinking wine, smoking, talking old memories, deep stuff & speaking Danish to light things up until 6am...
WOOP, WOOP.
Why we were speaking Danish to each other, I can't really answer that but the question to ask is
"Prøver du at spille
smart med mig?"
just for the information...
I MIGHT LOOK PRETTY BUT I AM BAD.
smoking hot. smoking bad. smoking cool.
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Just give me summer, not rain.
just a few more hours, then the girls will be here and the fun can start!
ps. I start working from next week regular hours. Did my store approval yesterday and past. So will just do my till training and induction for Selfridge, yes. money, money, money. so needed!
TELL ME I AM WORTH IT, BECAUSE I AM.
Where did the sun go? Rain, windy, cold and a bit of sun. Just give me sun 24/7.
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"Why is this happening to me?!"
Can I have the same as this kid? Its fun how a website like youtube.com can entertain you with laughs.
This weekend was about relaxing. Friday I had a movie night, Saturday I had a movie night though with a bit of whiskey on the side, and Sunday I had a beer with the girls down town Brick Lane.
