crayfish party...
KRÄFTSKIVA.
had my day off yesterday, and so did Emelie. met up for a lunch, ended up with shopping swedish food at Scandinavian kitchen and had a small crayfish party at Emelie's. hemmagjord västerbottenost paj med kräftor, abbas sill, lax och vin.
I'm dancing in the rain.
HALF BAKED. sunday after I finished work, the fendi crew went to half baked, down shoreditch. outdoor secret event in rainy london, dancing under 3 umbrellas; it have its charm. when fendi left, I stayed & danced fully in the rain with some other friends...
confession of a dance-whore; I don't like dancing I think it is embarrassing.
hard work, work, work.
WORK. last weekend, 3 days, two nights. 43h work, 10h sleep and finished up with some serious dancing.
hitting work.
FENDI 6 days work, tuesday to sunday, monday moving into new flat, tuesday work in fendi and wednesday clean old flat, thursday to saturday work in fendi SUNDAY next week retard arrives, monday 30 august my birthday. rest? who needs that.
my boyfriend Blue...
TOP 5 MINUTES YESTERDAY DOWN BRICK LANE SQUARE WAS WHEN I WERE KISSING WITH A MAN NAMED BLUE. this gorgeous huge honey colored rhodesian ridgeback, who was born with ice blue eyes (therefor his name Blue but now have yellow/ brown eyes...) was so exited over seeing me that I couldn't resist saying hi to him, that his owner comment: "he is normally a very well behaved dog, but he really seems to like you, a lot."
pathetic.
new black bunny fur, vintage from sunday up market, brick lane london. fashion fall checklist: fall/ winter coat, check. fall high heels, check. cognac basic leather belt, check. good mood, double check!
...
Nothing is predestined: The obstacles of your past can become the gateways that lead to new beginnings...
Quoted by me a night out after way to many drinks. The reason: I got the question by a women 7.30am waiting for the bus the same day; Do you believe in god? My answer; No I don't. Her; So if you die today what will happen to you? Me; ?
I might not believe in god but I'm a good citizen!
BEERLICIOUS!
CAN'T COMPLAIN AND SAY THAT I HAD A BAD SUNDAY DOWN BRICK LANE, ALWAYS. sunday up market, random friends mixed with good friends & new friends, beer & good spicy food from the word around. & it doesn't get worse when you ad some vintage shopping on top of that... just what i needed; a black fitted bunny fur for a fashion london winter.
life isn't always easy.
but you got to do what you have to do to get where you want to be.
a walk in the rain...
a walk in the rain don't have to be a bad thing, for me it is very relaxing. fresh air, quiet outside, you hear the rain on your umbrella and you have time to think and just be...
you just have to learn to see what you like to see in the world...
a few words put together by me to remember me...
To have the courage to be who you are & not lose the courage because you are who you are, thats tough. Only I can know what I want out of my life & I can never let go of my dreams. But do remember, it's a place for everything & everything have to be in it's place.
I just need to remember that.
sending love to my family through my blog:
just want to say thanks to my family who always support me, trust me and help me with tricky things in life. thanks, you mean the world to me.
MAMMA MOMMA KENT FREDRIK PETER PLUS MY TWO BROTHERS
when you miss home...
you go to scandinavian kitchen and spend some fine money on swedish treats such as sour cream onion estrella crisps with estrella holiday dip and marabou digestive milk chocolate! I almost feel better...
londoners.
I'M IN LONDON BITCH, UNTZ UNTZ UNTZ.
high work moral.
done two weekends now with double shifts, 18h shift. I have to say good work and hard work, to myself. I'm impressed. Sundays I'm dead of course. 4 days to go then another intense week(END) starts.
DON'T EAT ANY MORE COOKIES.
SERIOUSLY NOW. Salad, fruit, water and innocent smooties NO alcohol at all!!! Gym four days a week, starting to day. (How it looked before, mostly salad and water, alcohol because of work in red bar and unhealthy food sunday because of hangover and tiredness, NO more! Gym three days a week.) MOTIVATION PICTURE PLUS ONE SECRET MOTIVATION...
I miss my two boys.
