Woke up next to il mio bello, studies all day & later a catch up coffee with Hanna in Shoreditch! then a good night spoon with bello to wake up ready for a day at the spa with il mio bello tomorrow!!
If you image-google NOKIA this is what you get...
Friday night after work, in bed asleep 23pm & fresh for work in Fendi Shoes the day after! Saturday night in bed, sleeping like a baby 22pm & up 7am, shower, working on a CSR event presentation now, Fendi 11am & TONIGHT:
A weekend at work...
A good morning smile and laugh through the day with Leo makes the whole day go much faster in Fendi shoes, in Selfridges shoe gallery.
Gabry working hard as always in the stock room... (letting his dreams fly away to dark underground music events in east london!)
I'm hoping Topshop or Zara will make a pair looking like these Fendi ones, the beige once are my target!
what else than lots Fendi shoes everywhere, customers and laughs with my colleagues? Lunch maybe, if I don't have my own lunch with me I go to EAT to have a soup. to get to eat you have to go through the food hall with all delis' which make me miss home and my mothers beautiful food!
Went to bed 5.10am, woke up 8am, and just sent the finish internal market research to my teacher! DONE! now a venti americano and 9 hours in Fendi, DAMMI CINQUE!
DONE!
(only two more deadlines...)
can someone please explain for me how to finish this uni work and how to ignore facebook?
I HAVE BEEN 'FACEFUCKING' SO MUCH TODAY WITHOUT ANY TROJANS THAT I THINK I GOT A DISEASE:THE FB-SYNDROME.
IT IS FRIDAY!
and it is mr poppelman's birthday, he is young, toyboy material ladies...
so this weekends plans are following: work and studies... THEN THE BIG NIGHT: SUNDAY! What about a celebration of youth with a bit of naughtiness and completely DAMAGED on sunday with just a few sips of captain coke and some light underground beats presented by my two favorite boys Mr Onani & Manzini beating it up down kingsland rd with a pretty good line up... sounds good?
1997 were a bit inspired by the Japanese culture don't you agree?
1997 I was 10 years old, I was active running around in my buffalo shoes with purple 'puffs', collected pogs, dancing and singing to Spice Girls wannabe like ginger-spice... and yeah, we shall not forget the pet, the obsession! a digital pet which the school banded because all student constantly had to play with it and feed it to make sure we didn't kill it. (pathetic as it is, my mum took care of my little digital pet when I were in school, where she was? at her work.)
motivation.
I'm reading The Game - penetrating the secret society of pickup artists
born to be a HB-CHB-MPUA ( A Hot Babe, Cold Hearted Bitch, Master in PickUp Artist)
Did I mention that I can cook?
can someone give me a definition of productive? because so far of the day I haven't done much, or I have done a lot of stuff except finish my marketing project! but after a delicious bowl of some kind of bolognese I now feel ready for some swot analyzing and conclusion making! just gonna read one more chapter of The Game... PS. I LIKE TO SEE MYSELF UNDER THE DEFINITION OF A MPUA - MASTER PICKUP ARTIST (a player who excels at the game and whose skills put him/ she in the top 1% of the seduction community) And most of all you guys out there will go under a WBAFC.
you tell the girl what she want to hear, when she not is around, that is another story.
When I first met Hugh Hefner, he was
seventy-three. He had slept with over a thousand of the most beautiful
women in the world, by his own account, but all he wanted to talk about
were his three girlfriends—Mandy, Brandy, and Sandy. And how, thanks to
Viagra, he could keep them all satisfied (though his money probably satisfied
them enough).
"When I first met Hugh Hefner, he was seventy-three. He had slept with over thousand of the most beautiful women in the world, by his own account, but all he wanted to talk about were his three girlfirends - Mandy, Brandy & Sandy. And how, thanks to Viagra, he could keep them all satisfufied (though his money satisfied them engough)." the game
"When I first met Hugh Hefner, he was seventy-three. He had slept with over thousand of the most beautiful women in the world, by his own account, but all he wanted to talk about were his three girlfirends - Mandy, Brandy & Sandy. And how, thanks to Viagra, he could keep them all satisfufied (though his money satisfied them engough)." the game
tell me to shut up and study.
yesterday were a long study day but after hard work comes the reward!
9pm il mio bello came to mine with a bottle of red servito con un bacio. 30 minuter later my phone rings and suddenly Georgio joining us for a glass... boys talk about girls, apparently. Georgio left us for some Peter for a dance at Joiners Arms while bello spooned me to sleep... so now awake and fresh for today's study session/ work!
HELLO STARBUCKS,
HERE I COME!
A nude sleeveless dress from urban outfitters with a old tanned leather waist belt, a military oversized short vintage jacket and a pair of chunky heels, hidden under the dress: black lace garter to hold your stay-ups.
I miss my twin brothers which are back home a little town called Östersund, Fred and Kasper.
you can't arrest me, I'm a rockstar.
distractions.
GOOD MORNING STARBUCKS! I want to say last day of studies, but that would be a lie. last day of my internal market research, yes, but then we have a PP on a CSR event strategy, a buying plan for a new brand plus 3 final written exams to read for. next two weeks and I will make love.
more coffee?
"The whole life become a weekend, now it's almost Monday and I live for tonight. Late nights, empty glasses, five hundred postpones, its a problem for a while, for the moment... But I think everyone will soon have had enough of me. The situation is so sick, what did you do, for you it is always a weekend and the weekend has no end. I were born on a Saturday, my mum calls me for disco babe. So on Saturday, then you know where to find me... I was born on a Saturday, everyone calls me disco babe. Mum wonders ...What have you done to yourself, for you, with yourself the situation is so sick. What have you done, you are always having a weekend, a weekend has no end. Late nights and empty glasses, they call me disco babe!" Veronica Maggio - Måndagsbarn
lets run away together, rubber bum.
hey hey hey hey hey.... half of deadline 1 done and half of deadline 2 done, oh yesterday was a productive day! today, so far so good, long day ahead but the motivation is behind there somewhere... I'm smiling & loaning.
LETS TAKE A WALK THROUGH LONDON DAY AS NIGHT, NIGHT AS DAY. I LIKE TO WALK & DANCE WITH YOU.
venti americano with cold soya milk, i'm paying with my starbucks card. studies ongoing!
'The Black Beret' for W+K at Secret Garden - "Dance for the Environment"
if you can get started with deadline 1, try deadline 2. maybe that one is a bit easier and can get your creativity to flow...
"You should be kissed, and often, by someone who knows how."
- Clark Gable, Gone With The Wind
THAT WAS LAST WEEK. NOW I JUST HAVE TO DO IT. DEADLINE NO. 1 THURSDAY. AFTER THAT 5 MORE DEADLINES UPCOMING FOLLOWING TWO WEEKS. !
how difficult can it be to stay in a saturday night?!
SLOWPOKE (dalston/ hackney somewhere, very unclear location). lost in the sound with a few crazy lovely people... ♥
let me present my to lover boys : Mr Georgio Oniani (fantastic dj which make a non dancer dance on the tables and a man you can't resist to fancy!) & Thibault Briere (born to be and is a fashion PR god and slave, also the most fantastic little gay man that you can't do anything else than just dance with!)
strike a pose!
master chef.
since I were a little girl I have been standing next to my mum in the kitchen, which btw is an excellent professional chef! so after hours of observation how to cook I can say that I'm pretty good in the kitchen, confident. so a friday night to impress on il mio bello I showed off my skills and served him a perfect filet of beef, baked potato, a homemade pepper sauce and green asparagus wrapped with bacon, filled with chevré.
didn't manage to take a picture on the finish dish, but half eaten I can say it was a success! thanks mum, love you!
you ready for this?
just accept the idea of that I am a sick & very dangerous seduction.
focus, think, feel, try, just jump, alright! good/bad? new chapters, spring, rain, summer, secrets, seduction, fun, me.
overcome your fear.
SI, DONE, CAPISH. FINALLY MANAGE TO OVERCOME WHATEVER HAVE BLOCKED ME FOR DAYS. A 40 PAGES REPORT ABOUT THE UK ADVERTISING MARKET AND NOW I FEEL READY TO CONTINUE ON THE DEVELOPMENT OF Book(s)
GOOD MORNING SUNSHINE!
I think agree with that after exercise you focus better on studies and a black coffee with some soja juice (soya milk yes, but really the soya doesn't come from a cow. so juice! I'm so trendy drinking soya before milk, and I'm one of those losers that can eat and drink exactly whatever I want. so why soya milk, sorry jucie?) on top of that: there shouldn't be any problem to read this report about global advertising and advertising in uk on 80 pages prox, right?
Theme Day in uni!
Work Placement & CV writing seminar this morning, then some nostalgic 90s music before a class mate tricked me to my Human Resoarches class were they talked about the interview process. Now studies (CV writing) in the library.
smiska mig. 12th of February I'm trying something new for valentines day: Torture Garden.
come on!
under pressure.
LET GO OF THE PRESSURE. want to be. have to be. will be. when? how? why? why working so hard and for what? why this feelings and why not just let go? Have I done it, let go of my past? If my past is behind me, whom are I becoming? I'm still me. I'm still me. Why so scared? about what? you make everyone believe in you so why not believe in yourself?!
I DON'T ENJOY THIS. I'M BLOCKED.
NEED A HUG OR TWO, MAYBE A KISS AS WELL.
I finally got my business cards!
I feel ill, but that is not an excuse. Uni soon, then a 48h study session. give me strength!
Saturday eve at EXIT bar down Brick Lane where Georgio played some beating house... just dance.
All the djs were lined up, if not behind the mixer in front of it!
Here dj Douglas from Sthlm together with Mr Matteo la Italia: if any girls looking for a good man here is two! Both of this two pretty relax men enjoys a woman that know how to pour up and serve a nice jack & coke, and of course drink one or two with him while listing to a nice beat and while you pretty girl trying to get him in bed, he will reject you. a gentleman never sleep or will try to sleep with you on the first date, or on the third date the first time you share bed... don't, I mean don't try to beg for it!
Mr Matteo the tallest italian i know... preferable sitting and chatting with him rather standing. not even my 13 inches Fendi heels can take me up to his hight!
Mr Miguel played a set or two at Exit as well...
And then we have the random people, new as old. Here we have an oldie which used to be my colleague when I spent and worked my ass of in Magaluf, Mallorca summer 2008. Always nice meeting up with random friends! (Must say sorry to two boys which I never had time to meet up with this week(end), one 08 and the other a danish burberry colleague!)
Then we have the new random people... some people you just click with! A beer, a common interest in fashion and event, being naughty and seduce innocent boys and a dance later you have a new friend. let me present Thibault Briere. picture coming soon...
Today: Payed in rent, uni, study, class, networking, study & dinner at mine with emelie, more networking and now a bit more studies... tomorrow: WORK IN FENDI!
I have heard many times from different ways that they bet I am like an mermaid, now I heard it again...
"They may be viewed as symbols both of men's idealization of the feminine & as of men's fear of women."
"a mermaid mean lush sexuality and confidence to seduce the men she choose. the mermaid might be unattainable and she might play with men but she never become serious involved with men... the mermaid, however, is a seductress. to seduce she must become attainable. to become attainable physically is also to become attainable emotionally, and so she risks rejection. when she find a man she know that she can depend on and when her happiness depends on a man, the mermaid would remain aspire to enchant men just because of her ability of that she can do it and to continue being inspired to seduce her man."
fashion statement - I hate fashion.
fashion is inspiration, style are created with inspiration.
Can't get enough of looking around at old Spitterfield & Sunday up market & secretly shoot beautiful things... a few pics from the unclear Jessica weekend:
heads up!
for no one else than my friend Georgio which playing at set of minimal electro at EXIT bar down Brick Lane on Saturday.. come between 7pm-12am.. catch me there and go further underground after... DAMMI CINQUE!
2 years ago...
there was a time for a few days were 3 retards where together on a island in Greece... we were young, we had a golden tan and fun was the funniest that ever happened. NOW 2 years later there will be a reunion, IN LONDON. 3 is a lucky number, I'm more establish than ever in the party sector in London and with this two girls the London ride that will be more than: UNCLEAR WILL BE THE MAXIMUM OF FUN IS THE FUNNIEST THERE IS. 24TH MARS, lets do this!
don't forget yourself.
THIS WAS ME YESTERDAY. IGNORED ALL CALLS & TEXTS. sometimes there can be a bit too intense with people around you, and as an individualist I am, I sometimes need some time alone. TODAY IS DIFFERENT.
happiness come from inside.
WOOOOOP! Lets do this. Time to get serious, time to get busy. My agenda look like a fine street artwork: people to meet, work in Fendi, final exams of semester 1 in my final year fashion business course, future networking meetings, work opportunities, to do list, phone numbers, hearts, Book(s), visitors, more hearts. what can I say more than: find time to the things you love, and find time for things you can love.
good question. today:studies at nude cafe then a little trip of relaxation.
back to reality and a few decisions to be made!
OH YES, BACK TO REALITY. UNI START TODAY WITH BRANDING, I THOUGH IT WOULD BE BAD BUT I THINK I'M READY FOR SOME SERIOUS SHIT AFTER A RIDICULES FUN CHRISTMAS BREAK!
DAMMI CINQUE, LETS DO THIS!
Jess åh Jess in London town for a weekend full of fun because fun is the funniest there is.
She arrived in the eve, a meet up at Liverpool St then back to mine and I can't open the door, YES! A call to the landlord and 40 min later there are some food and wine on the table. DAMMI CINQUE!
First night out we ended up at the Joiners Arm's in Hackney, who did we found there? Nobody else then the best of them all, Georgio!
When we came home is unclear, maybe 5ish? The day after we went to look at Spitterfields Market, vintage & antiques. Then we got tired and ended up at The Owl & Pussycat just of shoreditch high st...
After half of our second bottle red we got a bit hungry and went to Mien Tai at Kingslands Rd, Vietnamese!
East London is most fun but you have to see west London too, I prefer Soho or South Kensington but this time we went to Soho and met up with Maria and boys... unclear night!
The next day there were some time for the tourist party: Big Ben, London Aquarium & English pub...
LONDON AQUARIUM a must do experience: the famous SharkWalk.
Turtle Gang bang... the BIG happening of the tour.
1.5h hours in the aquarium and the sun went down and we had our first Bloody Mary...
Home, dinner, a few Corona and then a second pint of Bloody Mary at Broadway Market:
Later further down east to SO UP down Kingsland Rd, lets dance la underground! UNTZ UNTZ UNTZ we had a few bottles of sol..
Last day SUNDAY UP MARKET
We got tired after awhile and the time were already 4ish, time for the third (and fourth) and the best Bloody Mary at the Owl & Pussycat!
Then a beautiful finish of at Oliver's were two italians cook Mushroom Risotto for us served with a shot of Montenegro.
I'm 'So Up' tonight with Jessica down Kingsland road...
I have two friends Jack & Daniel's, they always give the best of themselves and hell a lot of fun... you shall have the right company around them and this weekend Jessica Hallén and I "är ihop med dessa två män!"
still having a bit of a cold and after two days work it was nice with a day off and some relaxation in the rain with bello..
RAINY LONDON, it has its charm. a date last night after work in Fendi at Mien Tay down Kingsland Rd, Shoreditch, a good night sleep and then a beautiful brunch this morning at Cafe de Luxe in Old Spitterfields Market with Oliver and then a look around in the market for some antiques... 3 really old vintage keys! good start of the day, even though the rain!
a weekend with Anna-Maria in London...
day one started off with a walk through trendy east and my blocks... some vintage shopping and a finding of Anna-Maria's NYE dress at Beyond Retro...
after that we ended up at The Breakfast Club down Hoxton Square for a deli brunch...
A Egg Royal with a Bloody Mary and a full English Breakfast later we ended up at Casa Blue down Brick Lane for a beer or two...
we made a friend there, he can dance like a dancn' queen though he might be a bit lonely...
DAY TWO... new years eve at Olivers...
DAY THREE sleepiness and a beautiful pizza at Story Food down Brick Lane next to 1001... (ecologic coca cola DON'T taste the same as a real coke!)
DAY FOUR AND THE LAST DAY, shopping le Sunday up Market, a trip to Topshop in Oxford Circus and then back to lovely east and a little nibble at Sunday up Market.
LIGHTEN UP this is not the end of the weekend...
A call from bello and we got a beautiful finish of the weekend a casa Oliver with some homemade la italia carbonara and beer!
It might be that we had a few more drinks after the dinner. just a few... come one! it was all the visitors from italy and Anna-Maria's last night!
New years eve at Oliver's...
A majority of italians and a few girls from scandinavia and you have a pretty good New Years Eve... cheers!
ONE OF THE HOSTS' OLIVER...
step by step how to drink an awful italian liqueur... 1. have the right attitude, who knows, it might be good?
2. have someone to cheer with...
3. don't smell it, it might change your attitude from positive to negative. it's not like a fine wine, though feel the aromas...
4. the reward.
STEP 5 will be another ones opinion, and if we will trust Anna-Maria's face expression, we can do the conclusion very easily:
HAPPY NEW YEARS
