in waiting for anna-maria...
hello mum!
merry Xmas mum ♥
christmas in south of sweden at dad's...
Christmas eve at dad's started off with traditional swedish christmas supper, then a Christmas gift game & a finish of the eve in dads jacuzzi with a temprature of 40 degrees in the pool, contrasted with -15 in the air...
I got a bit off track... but I'm here now, I'm here now...
so after all the exams were done I worked in Fendi for a few days, 5 days to be exactly. I also had a little party session with Simone which started off with Scandal at dalston superstore, (might have been a little party in west end the night before as well with some guys from my hometown in sweden..)
then the day after a few different pubs with again my lovely Simone & the danish co. ...
the top of the night/ party session were when I slapped a guy, yes its true. me & simone takning out some cash, this guy say hi, I say hi back.
he: eeh, you know I haven't got anything for a while if you know what I mean... and you are a very fine woman. how much do you want?
ME: sorry?
He: yeah, how much do you want?
Me: I hope you joking?
He: no why? I'm paying you.
and there is the moment were I'm SLAPPING Him, turing my back and walking back to the pub for a kiss with daniels straight up.
the day after was suppose to be quite one with some Vietnamese and wine with Hanna, which ended up with 4 swedish girls sitting at mine with a few bottles of wine and lots of talk..
wii. then after this 5 working days and a day off before I flight back to sweden I ended up sitting in a pub with Georgio at broadway market...
And so its over, for this year. 6 exams done in less than 9days! A celebration bottle of wine & a dinner later you don't wake up the day after. Just cuddle with me.
let me dance.
think, think, think, give up? no.
fed up, happy, confused, lucky, loaning for mum, pressure, be strong, constant, laugh, smile, try, try harder, work hard, thinking, trying, loving, you, me, us.
nissar...
4 done, 2 to go! loooong night ahead....
already tired.
study night at Simone's from 7pm until late or (early morning)...
had a migraine break out last eve, ended up in bed screaming all night. today, the headache is weak. Off to work in Fendi now until 22pm, then a quick drink with some guys from my hometown. work tomorrow 8.30am...the party is studies all night long!
love how you in London can sort out guest lists for a few of London's 'most' exclusive clubs 4am for the whole weekend in one text and one mail. the guest lists is not for me, its for friends and London visitors... I don't do parties this weekend, I do studies.
give me strength, shitty day. (loooong time since I were angry and irritated like this, bad.) will do it like a laptop, recap and recover.
Studies for the Contemporary Movements exam tomorrow morning, photographer Nan Goldin:
roughness, rawness & naughtiness...
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1 done, 5 to go...
kill me, please. just let me live like its no tomorrow.
kitchen office, that is about where I am, have been all day long and will be all night long. four(teen) tea and one(hundred) coffee so far...
I so the no life week starts... good bye.
damn, think I will get lost in the sound...
I said...
To have the courage to be who you are & not lose the courage because you are who you are, thats a tough one. Only I can know what I want out of my life & I can never let go of my dreams. But do remember, its a place for everything & everything has to be in its place.
FENDI forever now...
I'm cooking tonight again?
student life is fun...
no life right now and next week will be extreme. 3 written exams, one BIG hand in the week after plus two presentations. this weekend I spent in, next weekend and week I'm spending with a constant coffee and late nights! though... attending DAMAGED tomorrow after work for a little dance to my friend georgio's underground sound.
focus.
being good in business is the most fascinating kind of art. andy warhol
secret loaning for home...
...
oh yesterday...
yesterday was about work in fendi, finished 9pm, got home and studied until 1am and had too many coffees so today my belly say ajaj. anyways, today is a new day. study friday. uni and the library all day then around 8pm I'm cooking oven grilled chicken legs with roosted beets and roots at emelies, plus lots of studies on our MP project.
kiss me.
consider to invite some people for homemade mulled wine & homemade gingerbread with blue cheese...
A white London, eva cassidy and a cup of tea... work today.
Emelie & I in a little snow globe... 1st December today!
I must study harder and more, stop living life... no thats sounds boring. balance!
a trip to apple store...
once I had a iphone 3G for a year before I managed to smashed it when I were out dancin'... then I upgraded to a 4G two months later, beautiful. I'm to cool to have a cover on my iphone so four months later I dropped it on halloween, i was lucky. only the backside of the 4G were smashed. then i went out dancin' again, i like dancing a lot... after a few whiskey, on a crowed underground dance floor totally lost in the sound, I managed to drop the 4G again. This time a saw it in slow-motion how the display totally front and back were getting smashed! two weeks later I went to the apple store, a appointment in the genius bar, and minus £140 later I got a totally new 4G. good service. my 4G now have rubber on it, protected. It will not get dirty again.
btw...
IT IS SNOW IN LONDON, STARTED YESTERDAY AND TODAY THE STREETS ARE WHITE.
yesterday I were invited to another dinner at Lally's... she had a delicious pumpkin soup as a starter and then a bacon, chicken & mushroom risotto! So risotto twice this week, aren't I lucky?
studies now, uni, coffee later and then studies!
beautiful monday.
Monday eve I had a 'bello' cooking homemade traditional mushroom risotto la Italia for me (though I made it a bit untraditional and putted baby tomatoes in it... not so popular within the italians, but anyway!) My position where on a barstool drinking a glass of nice red with some parmesano on the side, just next to the 'bello' seeing him cooking... perfect!
I had a weekend full of work and with a finish of craziness!
Friday I stayed in bed all night, fresh for work in Fendi on Saturday plus a extra shift at my old workplace Bureau in soho, so just did a shift between 1pm - 4.30am... Sunday ready for work again in Fendi and then in the eve Half Baked's 1st Bday party... crazy dancin'.
